Dream

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How many times your dreams have inspire your creativity? 

For me, a lot. My dreams inspire me a lot and a lot.

We often dreaming,

sometimes was a nightmare, sometimes was  a sweet dream ,and sometimes was some strange dream that totally not make sense...=v=

In many times, we can get inspiration from our dream, 

once,i dreamed about my teeth are constantly being pulled out.although it is  a nightmare, but it also inspire me to drew this draw.

I'm afraid my teeth away from me.

and after i do research though internet, my found that this dream was reflected there will something bad happen on me.And in the soon after, my relatives died.

Is it a predictable dream? I have no idea.

We can't deny that, but it also can not be identified it really a predictable dream.

I think many people also has this kind of experience.I mean, had a predictable dream.

like we reach a strange place, but it felt very familiar, just same like we seem in our dream...  

Besides that,

dream can be the reflection of our own desire,

and dream would not directly express our own thoughts,but in some abstract, strange dreams reflected to us.

How a magical, mysterious and absurd dream...

always make me live and fear.

Grotesque, suffocating, happy, sad, painful,and happiness

these different forms of Dreams

Bring colors to our bored life! 

New Born

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New Born

That day, The child was born. 
A birth of new life came to my house.

THEN, I found that
Life really an amazing stuff, and it really inspired me.
Life always a good source to inspire human to become stronger.

No matter how the circumstances,
Even at the most severe trials,
Or the most happiness place,
There will always be new life was born.

New Born is always endless.
New Born brought us vitality, future and hope.   

What a divine life! 

It still makes the mother regardless of their own safety,
Although use her own life to born, their still insisted on bringing the new life to this world!

Even their knew how cruel of this world,

Even their knew how realistic of this society，

Even their knew we already live in disappointed and helpless. 

They still chose to be born in this world!

They are the continuation of life, is our new hope for the future!
Is the dawn of a better future! Is the courage to persevere!

Look at the new life born in my house,he always make me think,

the future may be very sad, sometimes may live very torment 

But if our mother never born us,

We may not have the opportunity to feel the joy, pain, sadness of life,

Oh,

How tragic it would be,

Even there were always bitter day, but aren't we do have wonderful too?

If the life give us lemon, let it be lemon juice!

Maleficent

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An Evil Fairy?

Recently, I watched a movie. A very famous disney movie---<Maleficent >. Maleficent is the untold story of Disney's most iconic villain classic "Sleeping Beauty."

Maleficent Movie Poster 

A beautiful, pure-hearted young woman with stunning black wings,

but she ultimately suffers a ruthless betray.

Bent on revenge, Maleficent places a curse upon the king's newborn infant Aurora.

But as the child grows, Maleficent realizes that Aurora holds the key to peace and also her happiness as well...

Have to admit, this movie really inspired my creation to want to make such a high standard  work. 

Below is one of the trailer of Movie :

    

Maleficent Trailer

This film no matter the background, design of the supporting role and  protagonists,I had to admire the staff were professional and intentions. Besides that, the acting of Angelina Jolie, was perfectly rendered every little details of the devil fairy. All the screen were done so vivid, makes all the character such as fairies seems like real.

If I could, I had the opportunity and ability. I really want to have an opportunity to participate in creating such a high level movie.

Reference: Joe Roth,Wikipedia : Maleficent, May 27, 2014, from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maleficent_(film)

DARK FAIRY TALE

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DARK FAIRY TALE,
PURE THAN REALITY.

The world in Fairy tale is wonderful.It just like a poison apple dressed in gorgeous coat, before you have been poisoned, the unaware truth always look wonderful.....And Dark Fairy inspired me a lot.

Dark fairy tale,

in fact, it may not be a fairy tale, not necessarily a story.It can just an emotion,a game...or an atmosphere.Perhaps it pretended as a news, a poem, a song, a painting, or even a scene..all Can be a dark fairy tale.

 The character inside dark fairy tale, most of them are sad, lonely, abandoned, but eventually survived in the cold world....But

How irony!

We always can saw ourselves from the character in the dark fairy tale.

What is the different between we and them? Isn't we also often struggling,camouflage ourselves and try to survive in this cold world? 

We both always out of tune with the world, but never fight.

We never fight.

Just save our own, miserably survive in the world.Save ourselves, just like save the truth of a part of world, tell other body: The world is not as beautiful as we imaged.

At here, i might  introduce a American famous artist and poet---- edward gorey

His work is not just dark gloomy,and also with some bitter humor.

His work act as nonsense literature. 

He said: "If you write something absurd, that it can only be horror, I have tried to imagine the optimistic absurd, oh, it's too boring, like Schubert said, There is no happy music. he was right, so I suspect that in the world there is no happy absurd. "

《GashlycrumbTinies》is His masterpiece, 26 letters，26 childs ，and 26 Methods to dead. Description  how fragile the life is, growth how easy can be cut off......

<GashlycrumbTinies>

Reference: Edward Gorey(1963), GashlycrumbTinies,Xiaozhi Tang.

What inspire Me So Much?

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What inspire Me So Much?

I had faced some very difficult, painful and sad thing, I was bullied, left out by my best friends and.....also meet some terrible thing in my life. 

Everyday I keep asking myself, What is the meaning I living here? 

Is it the meaning why I exist? Living like a walking dead?

Exchange myself become part of them,Become an incompetence nondescript, even myself also feel that I have no meaning of existence? 

God,I'm living in a HELL.

I considered suicide, but I still alive.Still painfully alive in this cruel world.

And one day,

Until one day,I read a book,<Van Gogh>.

Van Gogh

A lot of people know his name,his paintings always deal in an very horrible and expensive price at the auction.

He paranoid ,he loneliness,children called him "the red-haired fool", adult called him "Three-year-old idiot", He cut off his ear, but didn't feel anything ; He let the candle  burning his hands until blistering just wanna to express his love....

People always say that Van Gogh was a crazy genius.He walked hundreds of miles to meet his first love Ursula, He burn his palm become rotten when pursued his own cousin, He took a knife chasing his friend Gauguin,He cut off his own ear with a razor and dedicate to a prostitute ...... such of crazy thing he do... 

But maybe, in the eyes of a madman, most normal people are the craziest, Who know?

Nobody can explain it except the madman themselves.

we read his encounters,we feel his misery,He left a popular words when he died :"La tristesse durera toujours " means "the sadness will last forever".

Whenever I'm felt dissatisfied with this world,I will think what Van Gogh finally became? Just a dead painter.Compare myself with him, take the difficulties of him as my own difficulties, take frustrations of him as my own frustrations, then learn from him.

We are optional animals. But, we have chosen desires, and Van Gogh chose suffering.Van Gogh is literally told us: The greatest source, one is a desire for love, one is painful experience.

His life is full of failures, His life is full of pathos;
He was abounded by world, He was a painter who discarded by mainstream art;
He was a man be forgotten by love....

The people's eyes in his painting are always suppressed desire, passion are burning .

No compromise, only unwilling, did not yield, only to struggled.

---Same as his vicissitudes of life.

He encouraged me a lot.

Life is constantly suffering,we have no way to change it...

But no matter how difficult the way to go, do not give up what you want, even if the final was painful, but at least I tried,  no matter how hard to persist my way,but I tried.Although we earn nothing in the end, I won't regret , because that is my own choice,

I'm satisfied.

reference: Irving Stone(1929), Desire to live:Van Gogh Biography, Beijing Publishing House.